Sick sick sick, pick a stick!

[Mak And Caramel]

A little screwed up from this world i become realy fed up AND SICK. Felt like shooting... huh wish granted! wasted a whole day shooting comic people in Team Fortress 2! Well makes you feel a little better but only for a short period of time! (rhyme-and im willing for a rhime )These major setbacks what happen realy often make me think about my lifestyle. I realy know that im wasting time(rhyme-but i realy feeling fine) but i just cant pull up and just do something with it. That is reaaaly irritating.
Feeling fed up even with language(as you see) There's an empty vial inside me... and with what im filling it? COmputer games, internet shit, takls about nothing... Im becoming lasy as hell. Even ideAs that just come up for themselves are too hard (but actualy they are not(rhyme-i'm fealing there HOT)I always go the easyest way, when i dont have to do anything, when someone does it for me... I've forgotten the old times when i wanted to organise my friends to do something together, and now i'm just like them! It's easy to take out a sigarette and somoke it, but what was like the inventing of sigarettes! Always look inside... because the outer look is for amateurs. Be different, be non like THEM. Eventualy be FREE. I bet Reecknessness is all you need to reach your target! Just do everything fast, not thinking of it, keep going, think of something new, then again bring it to life. Never stop - never stop - never stop. (rhyme-or your head gonna pop )
I realy going nuts am i? Feeling shiver inside me, just for no reason(rhyme-so i feel my minds treason). And not feeling any thoughts inside me head(rhyme-if i won't do something with it i will be DEAD), and reason is only Me an Myself. Sick sick sick! (rhyme-pick a stick)

Comments

[flu.]

I guess whatever we do, even if we think we're occupied with something, we just waste our time. But we all do it in the different ways. As for me, I'm just hanging around with a camera trying to make some depressive-looking photos and pretending to be creative, when I'm actually not. It may help for a short period of time, but than I get bored again because nothing really captivates me. It's like an illness of boredom and laziness that never seems to be cured. I can't even express my thoughts in English.

[Mak And Caramel]

THats totaly true! and i think you are not right about your uncreativeness! U are realy expressive in your photos! Or maybe you have some realy lame ones to share with me! By the way i'd realy apreciate if you could sednt me some of your works via E-mail >> [email protected]

[flu.]

Sure, I have tons of lame pics, but I won't show them to you ) I really don't know whether I'm expressive or not, because it seems to me that sometimes I can't really express my mood. But anyway, I'm glad you liked them ))


For some reason I like this one. Because this is me, not the lame idiot I saw on the photo that we received at school today.

I've got some pics uploaded on the Internet http://s62.photobucket.com/albums/h104/nnff/. Password is "railroad". In the "Unsorted" folder there are pics I took recently with a digital camera, and "film" contains pics taken with Zenit.

By the way, don't forget about the abandoned hospital )) I fail in finding interesting locations.

[Mak And Caramel]

Hehe! Tanx! Checked out the photoz! Realy nice!
About the hospital i'm becoming LAZY to do this! And can't find a good rainy-day to cover up our intrudance cuz i think theres a guard in there
http://static.diary.ru/userdir/3/6/2/4/362400/25784315.jpg
Found a FAVe from photos taken there. But my camera is veeery lame so the photo is not realy what i wanted, not obscure enough

[flu.]

The pic looks mysterious ) But it would be better if there was some stuff typical for hospitals on the pic, not only the wall.

Guards are everywhere, and this sucks. I've noticed that some abandoned buildings have even security cameras on them.

[Рэндом]

Hey guys...especially Ame...been to the Tower? I don't know whether it is an exceptional location, maybe I just happened to come there at the right moment...

I'll try to scan my memories ))

[Mak And Caramel]

Ta-ta-ta-tower? wher's that? need to see! Need some inspiration!